A question about fear
4 months out and I guess you could call it fear. Not something that controls my life but when the possibility of using presents itself it's a dark reflection of who I was when drinking. It more centers around disgust and being thankful that I've learned that where I thought that was the real me how very wrong I was.
May 16, 2011, that is 2 years, four months and 13 days ago (today I can do the simple math in my head to figure out the number of days!).
Yes, I am mindful of the time that has passed. Compared to the years drinking, it's a miracle I am sober today
Yes, I am mindful of the time that has passed. Compared to the years drinking, it's a miracle I am sober today
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