Dont know why im drinking But I am! Best thing is I'm on campral so probably won't even get anywhere lol stupid or what! |
Thanks for the honesty! If you think you cannot quit, a trip to detox or rehab may be in order for you too... |
It's not really an option for me to be honest - but thanks |
13 what the hell happened? |
I'm sorry 13. I drank last night. Haven't yet today. |
Raider - dont say 'yet' its giving up talk before you've gave yourself a chance! |
It is hard when you can't identify the trigger. I also commend you on being honest. I thought about "fading away" from SR after my slip this weekend because I was ashamed to admit my mistake, but the fact is I truly want to beat this thing. You must truly want to beat it, too. |
Well I'm guessing if I really wanted to stop drinking, I wouldn't have had five slips in 2 weeks. |
Yknow I shoulda phoned my friend - I need a rant but instead I chose to drink! |
Raider your still here though so you want it - you just haven't found a way that works for you yet or you've gave in too easily as is the case with me. I just gave in. For stupidness. |
I gave up giving it up. |
Why though? Are you happier drinking? |
I'm happier not fighting...it's just a big miserable fight. I grew weary. I don't have an excuse, but I'm 54 I don't need one. But no, I am. Not happier. Are you? |
Originally Posted by Raider
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Well I'm guessing if I really wanted to stop drinking, I wouldn't have had five slips in 2 weeks. |
Originally Posted by Raider
(Post 4182093)
I'm happier not fighting...it's just a big miserable fight. I grew weary. I don't have an excuse, but I'm 54 I don't need one. But no, I am. Not happier. Are you? |
Originally Posted by Raider
(Post 4182093)
I'm happier not fighting...it's just a big miserable fight. I grew weary. I don't have an excuse, but I'm 54 I don't need one. But no, I am. Not happier. Are you? |
Damn 13, what happened? |
Nothing happened - that's the point - I bust a gut getting sober and then it's just back to being took for granted! Only when I'm not drinking I notice it all the more and I'm not one to stamp my feet fussing but I made my point to my other half and it was ignored so - what's the point if nothing in the rest of my life changes - except me - I'm giving more and everyone takes more basically! |
5 slips (i assume days) means also 9 green days sober on the calender ? Just sayin' Hey 13 i'm sorry to hear it , you have sounded pritty angsty these last few days , learning how to deal with life on lifes terms and stay sober is hard and painful . I hope you chuck the drink away and go to bed . Make sure you have some water to be kind to your kidneys . Tomorow is a new day we all get to try and deal with life again . Be safe , m |
I have come to th conclusion I can't do this by myself. I am leaving tomorrow for 3 1/2 weeks. When I get back, I will be checking detox centers. No meetings longbeach. Maybe ill fly over and pick up 13 and make him go with me! |
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