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Old 09-14-2013, 04:02 PM
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Well im back

What a waste of time I am :-(

The promises to stop ,the stupid things I do , lost :-;

Another Saturday night,another night drunk ,just like last night and the one before

I give up I really do ..
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Old 09-14-2013, 04:04 PM
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I think if you've truly given up you wouldn't have posted here. Get back up and try again til you get it right. What kind of support do you have in real life? Sometimes face to face support is that extra edge we need to stay sober.
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Old 09-14-2013, 04:06 PM
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Don't give up.You are not a waste of time at all.

Start agin in the morning,stay away from the first drink.
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Old 09-14-2013, 04:06 PM
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Dear rainy, don't give up. Make a plan to quit. You can be free of the alcohol. Really you can.
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Old 09-14-2013, 04:10 PM
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You must not give up.

This disease is relentless and it will kill you if you give up.

You're here and you must keep trying.
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Old 09-14-2013, 04:21 PM
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Hi Rain....I remember you....welcome back!! The only thing to give up is the drink! Glad you are here
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Old 09-14-2013, 04:23 PM
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Welcome back, don't give up. Keep trying. You can do it.
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Old 09-14-2013, 11:57 PM
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Welcome back rainy

You're not a waste of time.

Posting here shows you DO want to give up drinking. Don't be too hard on yourself.Forgive yourself the past, learn from it and make today your day 1.

It's stormy up here in Scotland. how about where you are? For me staying in spending the day on SR,eating and drinking non alco drinks helped the first few days.
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Old 09-15-2013, 12:09 AM
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Hi, Rainy.

Glad to see you back.

You are not a waste of time.

And NEVER, NEVER, NEVER GIVE UP.

Come here for help anytime you feel down, low, when AV attacks you, when you can't get power to fight it. Don't hesitate to scream "help".

Please, don't be so hard on yourself. Past is gone, time to dust yourself off and move forward. Don't let regrets drag you back and down.

"When you get into a tight place and everything goes
against you, till it seems as though you could not hold
on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just
the place and time that the tide will turn.”

- Harriet Beecher Stowe

Best wishes, positive vibes, and hugs to you.
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Old 09-15-2013, 01:22 AM
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Hey rain,
Welcome back, many of us have relapsed in the past , only to turn a corner and leave it behind. You can also put it in your past,, rooting for you.
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Ps , it gets quite rainy here in Ireland also!
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Old 09-15-2013, 02:18 AM
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Hey Rainy ,

Don't let the motivation to quit lag , being sober is well worth it and fun , drinking sure is a waste of time , 20 years it took from me and everything i'd worked towards , stick the drink down the sink and come join our sober party

Nice to have you back

Bestwishes, m
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Old 09-15-2013, 03:25 AM
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Thank you for sharing. By sharing your own
experiences, your own strengths, and your
own hopes, before.....during.....after alcohol,
not only helps you work towards remaining
sober a day at a time, but also in doing so
helps others in recovery too.

I may be 23yrs sober which is a many one
days at a time sober, just by reading your
share helps me stay sober today and continues
to teach me lessons that alcohol, no matter
how hard we try not to give into it, is still
tempting, still lurking, so ever ready to take
another soul.

I have to be on my guard at all times wearing
my suit of armor made up of a program of
recovery, to fight off temptations to want to
drink. Each thread of my armored suit is strong
and tight so nothing can break thru it.

Stay strong, find another member to follow,
and wear your suit of armor to protect you
against the alcohol demons that will always
be around. Be ready to fight them off with
a strong recovery program in place.
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Old 09-15-2013, 03:36 AM
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Hi :-)

Thanks all for lovely comments

Sorry for posting on SR last night drunk - very bad form :-(

So,here I go again - day 1!

It's a nasty thing this alcohol- one day at a time !
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Hi, again, Rainy)

I think of all other options we can do when drunk to post on SR is the best)

Sending you positive anti - AV vibes.

Stay strong)
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Old 09-15-2013, 03:49 AM
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Day 1 , of many .
Keep the days coming and don't let yourself into the it's the weekend , that's not bad just a treat. The big days to celebrate sober are the weekends.
I could drink for weeks on just one Friday night and one Christmas in my twenties I drank for a year.
One day at a time.
You can do this and after a time it will be so much better.
The moment happens when given the choice you will honestly choose not to pick up, you will know where it leads and see there is more joy in not.
Get the days in and start appreciating and recognising the difference in life.
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Old 09-15-2013, 05:42 AM
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Originally Posted by rainyengland View Post
What a waste of time I am :-(

The promises to stop ,the stupid things I do , lost :-;

Another Saturday night,another night drunk ,just like last night and the one before

I give up I really do ..
Hi Rainyengland,

I hope you do give up! I hope you give IT up!! It is never too late!!
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Old 09-15-2013, 05:44 AM
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not at all a waste, keep fighting for your sobriety x
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Old 09-15-2013, 06:08 AM
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Keep fighting, Rainy. The prize is so worth it
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Old 09-15-2013, 11:19 AM
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Originally Posted by rainyengland View Post

I give up I really do ..
No, you haven't given up. Yes, you're disgusted with yourself right now, but I'm sure you will recommit.
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Old 09-15-2013, 03:23 PM
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welcome back rainyengland

you're not a waste of time - there's just a decision you need to make, finally and irrevocably

here's to this time being your time
do you have a plan at all?

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