Changed Monday Plans ...
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Changed Monday Plans ...
I think I beat my AV to the punch 
The beast & I both know I will not drink after 4pm; for fear of my Ex. & being homeless .. Sooooooo I get here about 6am after work; I will go right to bed(normally I stay up till about noon to keep my sleeping patterns) Then get up about Noon; Mow the front lawn, then Grocery shop So by the time on my way home I will be way to close to 4pm to even THINK of drinking .. Still leaves the problem of being in public and such *sigh* But that is something I have lived w\ since 95-96 so I will just have to deal and pass out\faint when I get home; least I hope I wait till then lol
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The beast & I both know I will not drink after 4pm; for fear of my Ex. & being homeless .. Sooooooo I get here about 6am after work; I will go right to bed(normally I stay up till about noon to keep my sleeping patterns) Then get up about Noon; Mow the front lawn, then Grocery shop So by the time on my way home I will be way to close to 4pm to even THINK of drinking .. Still leaves the problem of being in public and such *sigh* But that is something I have lived w\ since 95-96 so I will just have to deal and pass out\faint when I get home; least I hope I wait till then lol AW
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I'm proud of you! Pushing yourself into uncomfortable situations can be difficult but you will grow. Nows your time to get out there into the living and be happy! Wishing you the best tomorrow! Great plan 
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Thanx All .. Now working tonight I might have to deal w\ the "plotting beast" in my head; but I am ready .. Gonna be a long night anyway so I will be tired after the 3 mile walk here anyway :p Just Jam my shows and ignore the voice .. Cause once I get here; I am hitting that bed
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Yea; haven't factored in the 6 miles walking yet; or walking past the liquor store just to get to the grocery store:p but I am sure I can survive it .. Might see if I can get a ride; but really don't know anyone here & budget will not allow for 2 taxi's in a day :p
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