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Self destruction Has slammed shut That's it that is all it is .. After today's post and Scott's comments and such; I realized whole heartily that is what drinking will do to me .
It is my own self destruction .. Me always talking and posting and whining about my urge my window and so on; it's not about the alcohol as much as it is about self imploding . Not sure Why I think this way; and can't say I like it .
It is my own self destruction .. Me always talking and posting and whining about my urge my window and so on; it's not about the alcohol as much as it is about self imploding . Not sure Why I think this way; and can't say I like it .
Yea; I think that hit me .. It me harder the fact of what I have been doing to those around me and in my life though .. But I turned a corner today; for some odd reason .. Maybe it was Scott; maybe it was the Texts w\ my Ex.'s Mother ( I know very weird right lol ) But some how some way; I turned a corner and made it over this hump that has been driving me down since I started this journey .. after my 1st relapse never occurred to me; after the 2nd one I knew just didn't seem to care .. But now; not sure something sparked me today ..
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