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09-02-2013, 11:48 AM

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AugustWest11

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Day 16 Check In ..

I figured out the days again :p But only b\c I got a reminder on my android Tab that this week is the 5 year anniversary of me moving up here to be w\ the woman I love ,, The same woman whom hates me now and wants me out of here

So yea what was supposed to be a joyous time and should have been has dragged me deeper into despair

But like anything I guess I will survive this as well .. Just gonna be one he** of a fight staying sober this week .. Hope everyone else is doing better ..

AW

09-02-2013, 11:51 AM

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kadidee

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Yes, AugustWest, you WILL survive it. Congratulations on day 16!

09-02-2013, 11:52 AM

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lorelei

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Really sorry to hear that AW keep strong, day 16 is great xx

09-02-2013, 11:56 AM

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Hang in there, drinking will only make matters worse.

09-02-2013, 11:57 AM

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ExWinoMom

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Day 16 is fantastic!

09-02-2013, 12:32 PM

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bigsombrero

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You can do it man - think about how good you'll look and feel as you continue your sobriety. She'll be the one missing out, not you. Keep up your quest to be the best you can be, I am sorry it's a depressing day. But you're doing great. Stay solid!

09-02-2013, 01:24 PM

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AugustWest11

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Thanx All ... Rather hard BS. When I have chosen to stay in this state instead of going back to my peeps and all .. But I know that would be the final spiral I am sure of it ..

09-02-2013, 01:30 PM

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Day 16 is great. I am sorry to hear you are having a tough time. I hope you feel better.

09-02-2013, 01:32 PM

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AugustWest11

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This week will be rough; but as I have been told I can make it .. I hope ... Things are just so confusing\hard right now. So many feelings and so much "growing up" I never did since I started drinking\partying at 13; I feel like a 42yo infant

09-02-2013, 01:38 PM

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PrincessJasmine

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Sorry August. Day 16 is awesome though! I'm pulling for you!

09-02-2013, 01:41 PM

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AugustWest11

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Thanx good way to look at it is I work tonight in about 6 hours; no sleep LOL So i can come here tomorrow at 6am & crash & burn :p

09-02-2013, 01:44 PM

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Things will get better AW - this is the right path for you - have faith in that

09-02-2013, 02:45 PM

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AugustWest11

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Have little faith in anything right; but do know my hometown is not the place I should be. My Ex's mother has even been helping and has more or less "adopted" me :p Strange scene though; very strange an something I am not use to dealing w\ sober lol Again all a part of growing up I guess ..