tate9685

I have 46 days sober today. I am feeling good. Things are getting clearer. I can see the wrinkles more clearly on my face. Ha ha. Well I am 46 years old. I have a few wrinkles and the face is starting to sag a bit. I have tried desperately to hold onto my youth with drinking. It does trigger a bit of a craving. I helped my much younger b/f (26yrs old) pack up his things and took the house key back. I cried when he left. I watched him from the window. Before he even got back to his Mom's house I had already text him asking him to come back over and hang out. He didn't he's sort of ignoring me now. I feel a bit unstable as far as my feelings and actions go with him. I want him in my life, but I don't want to live with him. I asked him to go to a AA meeting with me tonight at 8 and he hasn't responded. I am going with my daughter instead.

Dee74

Congratulations on 46 days Tate

I have a deep and abiding faith that things usually turn out for the best - even if they don't always turn out like we expect them to.

You're doing all the right things for you right now and thats great

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