alcoholism caused by paxil?
I struggle with this also. Why me, when I come from a family of alcholics and grew up in an alcoholic home? Why did this happen to me in my late 30's and early 40's? At some point, I let the switch go on and wasn't able to turn it off. And yes, I am mad at myself for letting it happen.
I totally understand where you are coming from, I don't think I will ever really know why this happened to me. However, it did happen to me and it is how we deal with it now that is important.
The most rewarding quest has become learning how to live and enjoy an alcohol-free life. Dwelling on the why's and when's? That's old news. Stay focused on what's ahead of you, the past doesn't exist so there's no reason to poke around looking for answers there.
We alcoholics love to find rare and mystical reasons other than the truth of why we are alcohol addicts.. The truth will set you free...
I was an alcoholic from the moment I drunk I use to black out and course carnage at 13 I have friends who took 30 years of drinking until they fell in to the black hole of addiction... Ages time scales don't mean a thing in the world of addiction.. If your an alcoholic then stop worrying what caused it and start fixing it... Good luck
I was an alcoholic from the moment I drunk I use to black out and course carnage at 13 I have friends who took 30 years of drinking until they fell in to the black hole of addiction... Ages time scales don't mean a thing in the world of addiction.. If your an alcoholic then stop worrying what caused it and start fixing it... Good luck
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