javamama

It WILL stick this time though. Im sick of embarrassing myself. Im sick of going back into the rooms of AA and reintroducing myself as being in the first 30 days of sobriety. I have had so mamy relapses, and it was all my fault. I chose to pick up a drink instead of the phone...or gave in to a craving only to make me feel better. What a selfish disease this is. I got fired by my sponsor on Monday after relapsing a few times with her. She said I wasnt ready. I am ready, amd I will prove to her and myself I am. Im going to contact another lady I met at aeeting yesterday about sponsoring me. She said she is currently looking for another sponsee and I though that was a good sign. I took my 2 year old daughter to a meeting with me yesterday. Talk about not letting anything get in my way. Im ready for the challenges on this journey. I know ultimately its up to me. Thanks for all the support here.

Amajorityofone

I'm praying for you!

Good luck and God Bless

Acheleus

Day 4 here! Let's do it!