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Pamel ~ I want the life for you that I know you want as well. I feel like I understand the back and forth, and the pain it creates. Prior to these past months, I have been on this roller coaster for 30 years.
It felt like an impossible task to do things differently, to make different choices for myself.
For one thing, I no longer felt worthy. I felt that I deserved to suffer.
It's really only because of my mum's death and losing the rest of my family that I got here. I was just so alone and broken that I could no longer cope with the pain.
If I hadn't decided to write a different end to my story, I would no longer be here.
But I am, and so are you, and we have beautiful things in front of us.
I want this for you, we all do. So good for you for starting this thread, and opening your heart even more; please KEEP choosing you every day...
Congratulations on Day 5!!!!! Awesome job! ♥♥♥♥♥
So much love,
Venus xx
It felt like an impossible task to do things differently, to make different choices for myself.
For one thing, I no longer felt worthy. I felt that I deserved to suffer.
It's really only because of my mum's death and losing the rest of my family that I got here. I was just so alone and broken that I could no longer cope with the pain.
If I hadn't decided to write a different end to my story, I would no longer be here.
But I am, and so are you, and we have beautiful things in front of us.
I want this for you, we all do. So good for you for starting this thread, and opening your heart even more; please KEEP choosing you every day...
Congratulations on Day 5!!!!! Awesome job! ♥♥♥♥♥
So much love,
Venus xx
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