i cant seem to stay sober
 

I am 26 with a husband and 2 amazing children. I am having a really hard time getting together clean time. I had 90 days then I would have had 60 days yesterday. I am new but I am very familiar with the program. I really want to stay clean, really badly. Now I have to find a way to tell my husband. I am really messed up with all of this. There has to be another way

OMG! I never has 90 days! If you has 90 days that mean, you CAN do it, but something make you give up, yes? What was make you toss in? What was moment?

Hi MichelleBella, Welcome to SR.

There is a support and help here. What program are you using to stay sober?