stress...fantasy...reality
stress...fantasy...reality
So today was the day from hell at work. Seriously dreading going in tomorrow. Left two hours late and went in an hour early, blah blah moan moan
So i left, complete fantasy on the bus on the way home about how chilled out i'd be if i just had one or two cold chardonnays.
REALITY CHECK
I called my mum when i got off the bus. She had had a few work friends over late afternoon and they opened a few bottles of wine. Her slurry voice made feel soooooooo glad to be sober! She was annoying and i had to get off the phone quickly to avoid being short with her. Then i smiled to myself that she'd feel like crap in the morning while i after nothing stronger than tea would be fresh as a daisy. God i must have been aggravating to my husband who doesnt really ever drink.
Thank god for sobriety
So i left, complete fantasy on the bus on the way home about how chilled out i'd be if i just had one or two cold chardonnays.
REALITY CHECK
I called my mum when i got off the bus. She had had a few work friends over late afternoon and they opened a few bottles of wine. Her slurry voice made feel soooooooo glad to be sober! She was annoying and i had to get off the phone quickly to avoid being short with her. Then i smiled to myself that she'd feel like crap in the morning while i after nothing stronger than tea would be fresh as a daisy. God i must have been aggravating to my husband who doesnt really ever drink.
Thank god for sobriety
Hellish work days were always a massive trigger/excuse to drink for me. I recently though had the mother of all hellish days at work and didn't even think of having a drink. That was a miracle for me. Glad you got through the craving unscathed x
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