How long before the nagging goes away?
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How long before the nagging goes away?
Today is Day 5 for me and I am determined this time to give up drinking alcohol for good.
I have tried numerous times in the past but I have always relapsed after a number of weeks, My biggest battle after the physical cravings have been the little voices in my head that try to convince me that I don't have a problem and that I am perfectly able to drink in moderation - something I am clearly unable to do!
Once again the voices are there, only this time I am telling them that I don't care how much I can drink or not - I just DON"T WANT to drink!! Instead, I want to be fit , healthy and the best that I can be for the remainder of my years.
Heavy drinking over the years has taken a toll on my health and my general well being both physically and psychologically. But how long does it take before the nagging goes away.
I have tried numerous times in the past but I have always relapsed after a number of weeks, My biggest battle after the physical cravings have been the little voices in my head that try to convince me that I don't have a problem and that I am perfectly able to drink in moderation - something I am clearly unable to do!
Once again the voices are there, only this time I am telling them that I don't care how much I can drink or not - I just DON"T WANT to drink!! Instead, I want to be fit , healthy and the best that I can be for the remainder of my years.
Heavy drinking over the years has taken a toll on my health and my general well being both physically and psychologically. But how long does it take before the nagging goes away.
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Thanks GracieLou. I had intended going to AA but I'm unable to drive at the moment due to a bad back. I'm really disappointed as I was highly motivated to go this time. I've chickened out so many times before!! This am I'm feeling particularly down in the dumps, so tired of this. But still determined not to give in.
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Dragon12 I have been wondering the EXACT same thing... To be able to go through just one day not even thinking about alcohol.. without it being an issue...
I have periods when my AV goes awol, but it always comes back in the end, with a vengeance
Good luck and thanks for posting this x
I have periods when my AV goes awol, but it always comes back in the end, with a vengeance
Good luck and thanks for posting this x
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I don't want to do that GracieLou. Its taken me years to conjure up this much courage with AA. My intentions were simply to go to AA and quietly sit in the background. I feel very embarrassed and ashamed about where I am with my drinking.
I am still planning on going.
I am still planning on going.
I understand, if you are not ready, you are not ready.
I went to AA years ago and was sober five months. I relapsed for nine years. I was not ready.
The one thing I can say is we will be there when you are ready
I went to AA years ago and was sober five months. I relapsed for nine years. I was not ready.
The one thing I can say is we will be there when you are ready
You will not have to go to AA for very long to find people that have sunk lower than you. High bottom or low bottom it makes no difference. No one gets to AA on a winning streak. The only thing people in AA want is to see you get better because by helping you stay sober it helps them stay sober.A newcomer to AA is a gift that cannot be duplicated
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Wakko, believe me I know I need AA! I'm not making excuses for not to going at the moment, even though a bad back sounds like a lame excuse, its really bad and I can't get in and out of a car. Furthermore, I want to blend into the background at AA initially - baby steps at the moment. As soon as my back is better I will go!!! Feeling really strong now after my morning of self pity and I will NOT be drinking again today!!
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As I said, I'm feeling strong today and I'm taking this one day at a time.
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Today is Day 5 for me and I am determined this time to give up drinking alcohol for good.
I have tried numerous times in the past but I have always relapsed after a number of weeks, My biggest battle after the physical cravings have been the little voices in my head that try to convince me that I don't have a problem and that I am perfectly able to drink in moderation - something I am clearly unable to do!
Once again the voices are there, only this time I am telling them that I don't care how much I can drink or not - I just DON"T WANT to drink!! Instead, I want to be fit , healthy and the best that I can be for the remainder of my years.
Heavy drinking over the years has taken a toll on my health and my general well being both physically and psychologically. But how long does it take before the nagging goes away.
I have tried numerous times in the past but I have always relapsed after a number of weeks, My biggest battle after the physical cravings have been the little voices in my head that try to convince me that I don't have a problem and that I am perfectly able to drink in moderation - something I am clearly unable to do!
Once again the voices are there, only this time I am telling them that I don't care how much I can drink or not - I just DON"T WANT to drink!! Instead, I want to be fit , healthy and the best that I can be for the remainder of my years.
Heavy drinking over the years has taken a toll on my health and my general well being both physically and psychologically. But how long does it take before the nagging goes away.
Hi There! Sorry you can't get to a meeting dragon12. Did I send you the link to the AA Big Book yet? Here is an AA speaker On You Tube.
There are several. Just google AA speakers. It's just like being at an AA speaker meeting and you will hear some good stuff. Good Job on 5 days!
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