Ampsmarie

I have been sober for a little over a year , still consider myself a newcomer... and miss the bars dearly... loved the environment... my sick mind tells me "just sniff a beer, it'll make you feel better" crazy right? I did very well in a bar recently, proud of myself; the orders from friends to me were "beer" "beer" and my ever so graceful "double water with extra ice" LOL Still made me sad until one of them got drunk and I got to witness how silly I looked drunk.