Approaching 3 weeks of Sobriety
Approaching 3 weeks of Sobriety
Approaching the end of Week 3 here. I am doing pretty well. I definitely have ups and downs and moments of doubt; moments where a thought flashes through my mind that a beer would be nice. Especially in times of stress. Exercise, keeping low-key and seeking support have been my lifelines.
Meetings are definitely helping. So is this place. I know I have to keep going there and here. My life is different know. I accept it and I embrace it.
Because to go back to drinking, a place dark and empty, would continue to crush my soul. Drinking over the last 20 years has slowly, insidiously eaten away at my self-esteem, my laughter, my genuine kindness, my calmness, my spirit, my drive, my mind, and my health.
I despise alcohol and I never want to go back.
Week 4, I am coming for ya.
Meetings are definitely helping. So is this place. I know I have to keep going there and here. My life is different know. I accept it and I embrace it.
Because to go back to drinking, a place dark and empty, would continue to crush my soul. Drinking over the last 20 years has slowly, insidiously eaten away at my self-esteem, my laughter, my genuine kindness, my calmness, my spirit, my drive, my mind, and my health.
I despise alcohol and I never want to go back.
Week 4, I am coming for ya.
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