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Hi LadyM87, from one Lady to another, welcome to the board! I was going to suggest that you check out the friends and family forum but I see you found your way there.
Happy that you came here, the people are great and you'll get some great insight and information
Happy that you came here, the people are great and you'll get some great insight and information
Welcome to SR... I am sorry for the loss of your relationship. Being with an active addict/alcoholic can be so draining.
We have a forum here for those who love/loved addicts, do check it out.
We have a forum here for those who love/loved addicts, do check it out.
If u ended it it already started getting better, you will be amazed at how you will bounce back. The pain lessens and every day is a day closer to feeling better. Wait till some time goes by and you meet someone new,you'll look back and say,omg,what the hell was I thinking??? Keep your head up!!!!
Also reading, writing, exercising, spending time with friends and family, etc. it DOES get better. I think about 4-6 months out it dawned on me that life was so much better and I was no longer devoting so my time and energy to his addiction.
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wow thank you all so much for the support. I know I'm making the right choice. I know how great my life is. I have been keeping busy. Even before it ended I just didn't want to make time for him anymore he became so unreliable that I was always worried I'd be waiting for him to show and he'd bail, I started making more plans with my friends & family. I have been exercising a hell of a lot which makes me feel great. I am exhausted by the time I lay down at night. But the pain, it comes and goes in waves. I will be like on a positive happy vibe (my best self) and planning for my furture, getting excited about make up or clothes or the summer or whatever and then boom it just hits me like tidal wave. I hate this so much.
It's tough. You love the person and hate the disease. To this day I think my ex husband is a good man with a bad problem. However I had to
Consciously choose to not make his problem mine. Your exhaustion will dissipate and you will be able to reflect with a clear mind.
Consciously choose to not make his problem mine. Your exhaustion will dissipate and you will be able to reflect with a clear mind.
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