Day 19 check in
Still no cigarettes or alcohol. Feeling miserable and hating everything today. Lots of bad memories, anger, hatred, depression. Feel like I am a ghost walking around invisible to other people. I am taking a long trip after my class up to the mountains where maybe I can find peace. My life is a mess.
Well done! The dark feelings you have will pass, I promise you. That mountain trip sounds like a fantastic idea. I wish I had something like during my early days of sobriety...........hell, I wish I had that opportunity NOW, lol. Stick with it, your on the verge of discovering something pretty great.
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Acheleus. You are doing great. Somedays suck. It's okay. You are doing everything you can to maintain your sobriety. Tomorrow is a new day. Get a good night's sleep and I'm sure that tomorrow will bring you something different.
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