Day 18 check in
Day 18 check in
Feeling good with no cigarettes or alcohol. Still figuring who I am and trying to create good habits. Every day I feel less anxious and more confident in myself. I care less what people think now. Drinking and chasing women is not a productive way to spend my time.
You're doing very well Acheleus. Keep at it. Figuring out "who you are" can take time, I think many of us are doing the same thing. So keep working on it.
I am going to start talking to women sober. I was always drunk before. I swam a lot today and now I have to study. A girl that lives in my building was by the pool. A few months ago I was still drunk in the morning and I saw her outside making some frame. So I took my guitar out there and played for her then I was inside holding her hand abd telling her we would have beautiful children together. She is nice to me now and I gave her a card the next day apologizing for being rude. But she still smiles and is nice to me although I am sure she thinks I am crazy. So yea, no more of that kind if stuff. She told me that day she had a crush on me and she felt overwhelmed. No more crazy drunk romancing at nine in the morning.
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