ElegantlyWasted

Hang in there Tricky... It's going to get much better the more distance you give yourself from that last time.

Dee74

There's some good suggestions here Riky.

There's one thing I know - everyday we don;t use is a good day, and gets us closer to where we want to be...somedays that's really hard but those are the days we need to pull our all the stops.

focus on the long term Riky, not the short term.
You can do this

Weasel1966

Hey buddy! Check n time! How are you doing today?

KeyHeart

Please keep going to meetings when you can. Just the same as we AA-ers say "one day at a time" in regards to not picking up a drink today, it also applies to going to meetings. Don't worry about the future, work on today.

Also, hopefully your family will understand that you are going to need to take time for your recovery.

Action, not excuses. I wholeheartedly endorse the AA program, it's amazing. You're still in early days, try a different sponsor, but please try to make meetings.

trikyriky

Good Sunday morning checking in , clean

LadyinBC

Good for you! It really does get better, just hang in there.

Dee74

Happy Fathers Day Riky

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