Day 4- 1st Time in 7 Years!
Day 4- 1st Time in 7 Years!
This is my first post here, but I've been reading other posts since Saturday and it has helped me a lot. I had a fear that I wouldn't make it this far because it has been at least seven years since I went more than three days without a drink. And the time when I made it three days I had the flu so it really doesn't count...
Also, I felt that if I posted and became an "active" member of the forums it would make me accountable in some way. Since yesterday was the three year anniversary of my brother committing suicide, I had serious doubts about my abilities to clear that hurdle and didn't WANT to be accountable. But I cleared it and moved on. Now I am simply taking the days one at a time and looking forward to waking up again without a hangover!!
Anyway, I'm so glad I found this place. Thank you all for sharing your experiences
Also, I felt that if I posted and became an "active" member of the forums it would make me accountable in some way. Since yesterday was the three year anniversary of my brother committing suicide, I had serious doubts about my abilities to clear that hurdle and didn't WANT to be accountable. But I cleared it and moved on. Now I am simply taking the days one at a time and looking forward to waking up again without a hangover!!
Anyway, I'm so glad I found this place. Thank you all for sharing your experiences

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