Want a way to feel super depersonalised???????
 

Go back and read posts you made when high or drunk (or both in my case.).

Omgawsh. I am completely spinning out. Maybe I should not have done that yet. Wowsers. I can't even remember half of them.

I can't even follow some of them. I don't make sense. Sometimes I say I am using this much the next day I'm saying this much. It's not helping me piece Together the last few months of my life. No wonder people were frustrated, I am making my own head spin. It doesn't even sound like me.

MLC, we're so glad that you're doing better!

Don't worry about past posts--it's just pixels on a screen...

Thanks. I can't remember who but someone suggested I go and read them. Kind of glad I did but its kind of spinning me out too.

Well we can understand your posts today so that shows progress. :)

It does

You saying that about yourself indicates that you are making great progress!

Thanks guys

Oh MLC, the things I said and did when drinking, WOW, I know the feeling. Hang in there!

Shameful hey?


I am, just. Thanks:)

I am a somewhat verbal person to begin with, add alcohol to the mix, especially when I 'm mad or hurt and the whole world gets what for! SMH!

Haha. I still get ashamed at some of the things I said and did over 14 years ago when I was on amphetamine and drinking etc.