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Hi everyone,
Some of you may remember me from a while back. I was sober for almost a year, and then I decided I was OK and I could drink again. The same old story that you hear day in and day out. Even whilst drinking I've been checking in here and reading posts and I knew something was still wrong with me, if that makes sense. Anyway, it's 08:58 in the morning, and I'm up, having drunk all night, and I just know something is wrong, really wrong. I don't really know where to start here any more, I just know I need to post, and say hello and I'm back. Thank goodness I have this place, because tomorrow is day one and I think I'm really going to need the support here
Hope everyone is doing well.
Some of you may remember me from a while back. I was sober for almost a year, and then I decided I was OK and I could drink again. The same old story that you hear day in and day out. Even whilst drinking I've been checking in here and reading posts and I knew something was still wrong with me, if that makes sense. Anyway, it's 08:58 in the morning, and I'm up, having drunk all night, and I just know something is wrong, really wrong. I don't really know where to start here any more, I just know I need to post, and say hello and I'm back. Thank goodness I have this place, because tomorrow is day one and I think I'm really going to need the support here
Hope everyone is doing well.
Sober since October
Join Date: Oct 2012
Location: In the world in my eyes...Somewhere I've never been before...
Posts: 7,355
Hi, MrsKing!
Glad that you are back and posting!
Experience is hard, and we, human beings, really prefer to learn making our own mistakes. It's just so human.
You have the whole year under your belt! You know how to quit, you know how to keep up a great job. And now you know this for sure and by your own experience.
And thanks for being so honest - I think a lot of people who have passed some long-distance milestones will read this and learn from your post. Me for sure.
Jump back on the wagon, you have all our support!
Take care.
Glad that you are back and posting!
Experience is hard, and we, human beings, really prefer to learn making our own mistakes. It's just so human.
You have the whole year under your belt! You know how to quit, you know how to keep up a great job. And now you know this for sure and by your own experience.
And thanks for being so honest - I think a lot of people who have passed some long-distance milestones will read this and learn from your post. Me for sure.
Jump back on the wagon, you have all our support!
Take care.
Member
Join Date: Sep 2012
Location: Getting there
Posts: 216
Hi everyone,
Some of you may remember me from a while back. I was sober for almost a year, and then I decided I was OK and I could drink again. The same old story that you hear day in and day out. Even whilst drinking I've been checking in here and reading posts and I knew something was still wrong with me, if that makes sense. Anyway, it's 08:58 in the morning, and I'm up, having drunk all night, and I just know something is wrong, really wrong. I don't really know where to start here any more, I just know I need to post, and say hello and I'm back. Thank goodness I have this place, because tomorrow is day one and I think I'm really going to need the support here
Hope everyone is doing well.
Some of you may remember me from a while back. I was sober for almost a year, and then I decided I was OK and I could drink again. The same old story that you hear day in and day out. Even whilst drinking I've been checking in here and reading posts and I knew something was still wrong with me, if that makes sense. Anyway, it's 08:58 in the morning, and I'm up, having drunk all night, and I just know something is wrong, really wrong. I don't really know where to start here any more, I just know I need to post, and say hello and I'm back. Thank goodness I have this place, because tomorrow is day one and I think I'm really going to need the support here
Hope everyone is doing well.
Also Mrs King for what its worth, your post this morning (without any doubt) will have helped (and will help) a lot of people never to listen to that AV telling you all is ok and you can drink just a few.
Thank you for sharing your experience (yes it is difficult) but it will help other peope here.
So see you around here.
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