jakec

I recently hit a new bottom.

I was in rehab and had 43 days clean, I had everything going for me yet I AWOL and went and stole my drug of choice and tried to kill myself via overdose.. I went into the woods and was by myself in the woods all night hallucinating and fading in and out of consciousness and I sh*t my pants, I woke up the next day in the woods, found my way back to the rehab and they sent me back to the hospital.

I'm back home now with 2 days clean.. Honestly my strongest source of recovery is Narcotics Anonymous, and that wasn't available to me at the rehab. The deal is with me and my parents, is that I'm going to at least 1 meeting every single day, call my sponsor every day, and do step work.. I've cut off ALL of my old friends and I'm also moving. If I slip up even once, I'm going to a 28 day inpatient far away..

I'm taking this one day at at time.. Just for today, I will stay clean through NA, my sponsor, the 12 steps, and Sober Recovery.

bbthumper

Beautiful plan! Stick to that and your life is fixin to get real good! Best wishes to you.

Weasel1966

Jake... Glad you are back with us. I would be glad to be here to support you. Check in daily so we can offer you all the support we can.

Ken

mecanix

Hey Jake ,
Stick with it ,

Bestwishes, M

elihoping

Great plan Jake! Sorry to hear what you've been going through.

trikyriky

Wow! It took my breath, your story. Congratulations on day 2. Wishing you well. One day @ a time

Coldfusion

Wow, Jake, you are really doing an awesome thing. Just know that SR is here 24 / 7, you can always find inspiration.

NA is the way to go!

Dee74

glad to see you back Jake

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