jstanthrgrl31

I get I can't change the past or know the unknown however it's the present that's so rough. I agree that meds shouldn't be my only tool... But right now my depression is so bad that I sleep a lot to get away from reality. I whole heartedly agree my husband has all the right to be upset with me Im upset with me I disappointed a lot of people and it was hard to hear my mom say that to me the other day. One day at a time is how I have to live my life now and one day I hope to be "normal" again ... I use to be such an outgoing strong willed person and now I feel the complete opposite.... I do hope to one day be off the meds to get me through life the main reason being I would like to possible considered having a baby with my husband if things work out... We shall see we have some time to think on that. Also I would like to add I've had a couple good days And didnt sleep all day but I'm about to nap because I have to work tonight at 7pm- 730 am need my beauty sleep