Welcome Erin! I'm glad you've made this big decision & have reached out.
When I found SR I felt all alone until I began reading & posting. I couldn't believe there were so many people with the same problem - and they all understood me. It's great to be able to discuss our recovery with those who have been there. Happy you found us - you won't regret it.
You are so much more than the worst thing you've ever done. Fr. Greg Boyle
A little voice deep inside me said, "Hello, I am here." It was a small voice, & sounded as if it were buried underneath the cushions of my couch. It was my soul...I had forgotten it.