My name is Leslie, I have been with my husband for 13years, married for 8. We have 3 beautiful children together. I met him when I was a sophomore in highschool. I have loved him since then and some how still do. He is an addict and has been clean for off and on since August. I completely understand that addiction is a sickness, but lying and deceiving is not. He has made so many lies that I don't believe anything he says and he is not very understanding about it. Like I'm just supposed to believe him. I know that it's out of my control but I obsess over his every move. I don't know how to believe him or how to get past all the lies. Everything he does makes me think he is lying and it's upsetting. How will we ever get past this, how do I get over the damage his addiction has done to me? I'm lost and want it to be better.