3 weeks today
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Join Date: Apr 2013
Location: UTAH
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Im weak
my ex fiance comes over now two days the man ive been so in love with..he has almost 4 years clean..left me cuz of using..i was clean finaly yesterday..but today he is all not so into me..said he is very attracted to me...grr thats a hook up in my book. so i cant live in my own skin today..slept all day yesterday....funny how today all my dealers call within the hour..im avoiding them but for how long. ..this guy has messed me up i hate this disease!!! sometimes i feel it will beat me..
my ex fiance comes over now two days the man ive been so in love with..he has almost 4 years clean..left me cuz of using..i was clean finaly yesterday..but today he is all not so into me..said he is very attracted to me...grr thats a hook up in my book. so i cant live in my own skin today..slept all day yesterday....funny how today all my dealers call within the hour..im avoiding them but for how long. ..this guy has messed me up i hate this disease!!! sometimes i feel it will beat me..
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