Ptcapote | 04-23-2013 02:16 PM | Made it! Just back in the capital after eight days in the bush and...I made it! Didn't drink and can happily report I am still sober over two months now since the last time I was here and relapsed.
It wasn't as hard as I imagined nor as easy. There were two nights when, coming into base or camp off of grueling days in the heat stung to hell by God-only-knows what, all my brain kept thinking was "Ice cold beer! I deserve it!" Didn't help that those around me were vocalizing the same desire, repeatedly, either.
But I had a plan. And that plan was cookies. I had stopped at the one remaining petrol station (thank you France for daring to drill for oil where no other man or country in their right mind would go!!) and stocked up on chocolate covered biscuits of some fashion (label was in Arabic so they could have been chocolate covered goat toes for all I knew). Naturally, since I had my thinking cap on when it comes to smart purchasing in the jungle, they had melted into one solid lump by the time we reached camp in the 100 degree heat. So those two nights the guys and gals were enjoying ice cold beers on river----I was huddled in my room under the mosquito net sweating like a donkey while hacking pieces of melted chocolate off my giant cookie lump with my pen knife. Appealing, right? Sexy even.
But the good part is that it worked and I remained sober. I am back to civilization for another few nights before back out of range again but I just wanted to let you all know I made it through the first hurdle.
Thank you again for being here both before and after. :thanks |