HappySoberMe

Well everyone, I'm new here but I'm jumping in. I can go weeks without a drink even months then I binge. Not pretty either! Personality change, falling down, blackouts. And then there are the things I can't remember. Probably best I don't. Not a great performance for a suburban housewife. I quit smoking at the same time. Boy do I miss that! Reality is that the distance between binges was getting shorter. Am iI the only one that can get totally messed up on 2 or 3 glasses of wine? I spend a lot of time telling myself that I can have just one and never do. I'm an all or nothing kind of girl. Anyway, thanks for reading my first rant...lol

hypochondriac

Welcome to SR HappySoberMe Have you tried any support before to help you stay quit? x

Caledonia1

Welcome to SR. I can totally relate to the gaps decreasing and for me they ended with more drinking than non-drinking.

Good on you for taking steps to recover.