Originally Posted by mmhoule

I did make a phone call to one of the AA chapters around here. However...I haven't plucked the courage to go. Im afraid I will embarrass myself. I know its silly to think that. But...there it is. Someone said I had to be ok with not drinking...I have to mull that over because it is triggering a thought of "is that how I am?" My husband asked me once "why". I can't answer it! I don't know why I do it...what makes me do it...and why I can't stop. I am sick and tired of feeling sick and tired.