saveable

So I guess I missed my check in yesterday. Today is my 6th day. Today is going very well. A little boring but at least I'm not hungover. yesterday was also a good day. But I still have these cravings, but I think the "play if forward" thing is working. U know when you think qbt what will happen after you have that drink and what's going to unfold for the time After. It. helps to remind me of what I used to do. And that's what I'm trying to avoid. O on to the world. And always remember there is someone that cares about who you are and how your feeling.

Chuck48

Thanks for that, quitforme79. I'd like to think that this disease won't be a constant struggle for saveable or any of the rest of us who post here. I don't mind some exertion, but the prospect of a lifetime struggle breaks my heart--for all of us.

saveable

It is what it is. It mat not be a struggle forever but today it is. I know that it will be hard for awhile but I'm confident in this site. And i n all of us, we can beat this demon together. Sometimes we can't do it alone. O always refer back to sr site to remind us of y we are doing this. Not just for ourselves but for our family and friends who want to be with us not who we turn into. Thanks again
Sr

saveable

Today was not a good day. I doing this again. The samething I joined for. The reason I have tainted a lot of things in my life. Because I cant stop drinking. I'm always acting like it makes me happy when I'm really just upset that I couldn't control myself again. I didn't flip out or get angry. I just wasnt there to listen again. I can't even say sorry here anymore. It is just hard I guess.

Dee74

Welcome back Saveable

Look back at what you did for your recovery this time - then think about things you can add now to stay sober...do you need more changes, more support...what are the things that keep leading you back to drinking?

D