tennischick

so I know I definitely have a drinking problem. It's been escalating for years, but I've peaked at buying vodka and hiding it in my closet so I can drink when my husband isn't around. I'm tired of it and want to stop. A couple of years ago he found a bottle in the closet and confronted me. Since then I've been much better at hiding it.

I think one of the major issues is that I recently completed a school and have been trying to get a job with no success. So I am home feeling hopeless and drinking. Husband has no idea.

I'm hoping that when I get a job this will be a thing of the past, but i'm sure the problem is a lot deeper than that. Any advice is appreciated. I'm not ready to tell the hubby because of the shame involved. Somehow I can get away with it..but I don't care about that any more. I'm more worried about my health.

thanks!

leastofthese

I was into hiding alcohol, too. I took great lengths to deceive my spouse. I have found a lot of support here - I am on day 12 and for the first time in a long time feel joy.

RaggedyMan

Welcome
There are plenty of great resources on this site and plenty of people around 24x7 to support you.

SR has really helped me through this first week. Stick around.

least

If you quit drinking you'll never have to feel this shame and guilt again. I'm glad you joined our community.

Anna

I spent so much energy hiding alcohol, it was ridiculous. I suspect you're right - finding a job will probably not stop you from drinking. It might even get worse. Now is the time to stop drinking and letting go of the shame you feel.

deeker

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