AshleyNickel

So, I never actually introduced myself and I feel like I shouldn't do it now. I am waiting now for the craziness to start. Sheesh! I drank again...just now! I was almost 1 month. I have had a few drinks and feel okay, but deep down I know that it has just started. This is something sooooo insane. As I was walking to the store I told myself you are gonna regret this. But I still did it. I don't regret it yet, but I will. I know I do it because I have a problem...I am an alcoholic, but it's gotta be something else.

Please, I am a chronic relapser. The most I had was 8 months. Can someone give encouragement, because my sponsor never relapsed after her first AA meeting and its been 27 years. She makes me feel like such a loser!!!

Ashley

Oh and I am 30 years old.

sugarbear1

My sponsor stayed stopped, too.

It took me 25 years to stay stopped.

Have you worked through those steps??

You are worth staying stopped, but you gotta call someone before you drink next time!

doggonecarl

She does that? Or do you do that to yourself?

Call her. If she has 27 years sobriety, she's doing something right.