A sponsor OUTSIDE of AA?
All is Change
Join Date: Jun 2009
Location: Australia
Posts: 1,284
For me:
I learned about alcoholism and AA as an option at school (in sweden).
My act of going to an AA meeting in my early twenties (in australia) was because I felt I had a problem with alcohol. I went to one meeting and no more and was sober for 9 months.
20 years later I had been in and out of various therapies, Primal(Janov), Vipassana(Goenka), AA meetings, et.c. . In all of these I learned something.
I gave up alcohol, coffee and tobacco at the same time one day in early 90's and stayed sober for the next 8 years.
In late '99 I had a nervous breakdown, after a few months I gave up and started drinking again. The next four years I was in and out of detox and rehab with varying periods of sobriety and ended with a continuous 6 month binge.
I stopped again in mid '04 and had a 24 hr bust in '09 and I haven't drunk since.
Through all this I listened to many many stories and advice.
A few things stand out to me as being central to my finally seeming to lose the urge to drink.
1. I drank becuse : I could not not drink.
2. The only way to not drink was : to not drink.
Then : all the experiences and little hints I'd gathered over the previous periods of my life came into play to help me deal with a life without alcohol.
It helped me to snap out of my '09 bust.
I'm still learning, and my learning has got a boost from becoming active on SR.
By trying to be honest here I start to drop all the little dishonesties in the rest of my life.
I feel stronger day by day and I, becuse of all the other experiences, do not take my sobriety for granted. The vigilance is not hard anymore, it has become a habit.
I've never had a sponsor, unless I think of life as it has been as being one.
I believe in a higher power that is not me.
I'm powerless over alcohol.
Sobriety is a vocation, not a hobby.
I learned about alcoholism and AA as an option at school (in sweden).
My act of going to an AA meeting in my early twenties (in australia) was because I felt I had a problem with alcohol. I went to one meeting and no more and was sober for 9 months.
20 years later I had been in and out of various therapies, Primal(Janov), Vipassana(Goenka), AA meetings, et.c. . In all of these I learned something.
I gave up alcohol, coffee and tobacco at the same time one day in early 90's and stayed sober for the next 8 years.
In late '99 I had a nervous breakdown, after a few months I gave up and started drinking again. The next four years I was in and out of detox and rehab with varying periods of sobriety and ended with a continuous 6 month binge.
I stopped again in mid '04 and had a 24 hr bust in '09 and I haven't drunk since.
Through all this I listened to many many stories and advice.
A few things stand out to me as being central to my finally seeming to lose the urge to drink.
1. I drank becuse : I could not not drink.
2. The only way to not drink was : to not drink.
Then : all the experiences and little hints I'd gathered over the previous periods of my life came into play to help me deal with a life without alcohol.
It helped me to snap out of my '09 bust.
I'm still learning, and my learning has got a boost from becoming active on SR.
By trying to be honest here I start to drop all the little dishonesties in the rest of my life.
I feel stronger day by day and I, becuse of all the other experiences, do not take my sobriety for granted. The vigilance is not hard anymore, it has become a habit.
I've never had a sponsor, unless I think of life as it has been as being one.
I believe in a higher power that is not me.
I'm powerless over alcohol.
Sobriety is a vocation, not a hobby.
Well that's probably why your mom thinks you need a sponsor, especially if you were drinking with your friends. Maybe she thinks that with a sponsor, you can find sober people to hang out with.
But not anymore!
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