raja12

I just can't afford 2 go anywhre else though. Well its been hard , very hard to say the least. I surely understand triggers, situations, life as it comes. I can handle some of these, but NOT on a daily basis. That's what I live with now. My home life is so screwed up, I don't even know how to explain it to an alkie, or even someone who thinks normal. (Not putting any1 down here who reads this)

Try dealing with others who still use everyday in your home?
People who disrespect you and all you stand for?
Your other who keeps putting you down.
Hoarding issues?
And the list goes on and on.............

I'm really sick of this situation here while I'm trying to find myself once again. But I can't afford to leave. And no1 else will, or change.

I've been doing my program, but seems its not enuff now to truly help me thru . Even my temp sponser told me I need to get away from this toxic situation.

Its too hard 2 live with all this bs while I'm tryin 2 get myself 2gthr. I'm just about done with it all! Help!

Dee74

I'm sorry the situation is so hard still Raja - and I know you have worries for your family if you put them out of your home.

But you're not the one who's bought the situation to this.

Look after yourself - & look into legal advice about your grandchildren.

D

artsoul

Just thinking about everything at once can make it overwhelming. It sounds like your facing some things that can't be solved overnight..... but maybe if you break it down into smaller steps (like the legal advice that Dee suggested), you'll begin to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I'm glad you know you're worth something better. Hang on to that....

ARarity

... live long and prosper

you can do this

raja12

Thanks all. I will look into the legal issues of this. My family is my problem, but must be dealt with.