Poppyhead

Stuck on Lorcets again, with a litany of other narcotics. I'm so sick of being meded up all the time! I wish there was another alternative to all these drugs so I wouldn't feel the physical pain of my medical condition anymore! They always dope me up for valid reasons but in the end I am left broken and full of sorrow. This is my introduction. This is my beginning, or my end, I guess it's up to me to decide. I go back to the orthopedic surgeon on the 4th to see if he wants to cut me open. I've been an opiate head for about 10 years. I've had periods of being clean mind you, and after all this is done with the doctors, I would like to stay that way!

YouRmySunshine

Oh Goodness. I wished I had advise. Not educated on narcotics very much, just what I hear talked about in treatment.
But I can say a prayer for you. Hope you get through this soon!
~Peace