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5 days sober had meeting for work got made permanent was so excited wanted a drink cause that's what I always do thank god for this site and AA everything is going so well it scares the **** out of me I just try and think of this minute cause if I think of tomorrow or weekend I get so deflated cause I never can drink again after so many years of drinking for every reason now I can't feel like I've lost my best friend how the hell am I going to do this ??????? So think of now I'm sober now !!!! I want this so bad it scares me I won't do it 
usually when I want something so much it always goes the other way because I'm drunk hungover sick I suppose . I know it is how do u stop forever when u have done it forever help .
usually when I want something so much it always goes the other way because I'm drunk hungover sick I suppose . I know it is how do u stop forever when u have done it forever help .
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