Time to act my way into good thinking
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Time to act my way into good thinking
There's a saying I heard at an AA meeting once: "We don't think our way to right action, we act our way to right thinking."
What I get from this is, if I make a habit of doing appropriate things ("the next right thing"), my thinking will become more positive .
But if I just sit around and try to figure out how to fix what's bothering me, I won't get anywhere. It's like that commitee in my head is trying to figure things out and as I am early in recovery I can't trust my thinking .
A certain Jewish carpenter once said "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life ?"
Actions speak in volumes. Actions speak louder than words, am I gonna talk the talk or walk the walk? .
When I stop thinking and start taking suggestions from people who are staying sober that is when my life is going to change .
My sponsor says do what’s in front of you , do the next right thing, whether you want to or not, and eventually your wrong thinking will follow the behavior and become right thinking .
Sometimes just doing anything at all like getting involved in service takes me out of the self obessesion I am usually stuck in .
I keep pretty busy going to meetings,I participate in service, church, NA/AA functions, I read, I write, I journal, I pray, but I do have trouble reaching out to people for help for help for myself . .
I love to encourage others but picking up the phone to ask for help is really hard for me .
I did relapse in December and I have been unable to think myself through the reason why .
My sponsor believes the action I should be taking is calling 3 women a day in recovery .
I don't want to do it .
I don't want to admit I need help . It all goes back to the way I was raised . To be tough and strong and don't complain and get over stuff .
I usually rebel for a day or two which I did this week and then I do what I am told .
Tonight I went to a bible study to look for an accountability partner besides my sponsor, It's time to let people in .Time to allow others to participate in my life .
I keep wanting to do this by myself but I know it will bring me back to the bottle .
Time to recognize this is a we program .An alcoholic alone is in bad company .
What I get from this is, if I make a habit of doing appropriate things ("the next right thing"), my thinking will become more positive .
But if I just sit around and try to figure out how to fix what's bothering me, I won't get anywhere. It's like that commitee in my head is trying to figure things out and as I am early in recovery I can't trust my thinking .
A certain Jewish carpenter once said "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life ?"
Actions speak in volumes. Actions speak louder than words, am I gonna talk the talk or walk the walk? .
When I stop thinking and start taking suggestions from people who are staying sober that is when my life is going to change .
My sponsor says do what’s in front of you , do the next right thing, whether you want to or not, and eventually your wrong thinking will follow the behavior and become right thinking .
Sometimes just doing anything at all like getting involved in service takes me out of the self obessesion I am usually stuck in .
I keep pretty busy going to meetings,I participate in service, church, NA/AA functions, I read, I write, I journal, I pray, but I do have trouble reaching out to people for help for help for myself . .
I love to encourage others but picking up the phone to ask for help is really hard for me .
I did relapse in December and I have been unable to think myself through the reason why .
My sponsor believes the action I should be taking is calling 3 women a day in recovery .
I don't want to do it .
I don't want to admit I need help . It all goes back to the way I was raised . To be tough and strong and don't complain and get over stuff .
I usually rebel for a day or two which I did this week and then I do what I am told .
Tonight I went to a bible study to look for an accountability partner besides my sponsor, It's time to let people in .Time to allow others to participate in my life .
I keep wanting to do this by myself but I know it will bring me back to the bottle .
Time to recognize this is a we program .An alcoholic alone is in bad company .
Before my relapse my sponsor told me to call 3 alcoholics a day. I thought it was stupid quite frankly. So I resisted.. Eventually I was drinking again. Not that that was the reason. This time my sponsor (the same guy) didn't even mention it. I call 3-5 alcoholics a day. I love it. Uncomfortable at first but Ive had some great conversations that kept my sobriety bank full. A guy handed me his number and I just started calling.
Its nice to know if I ever get squirrely I have lots of numbers I can call for help and understanding. And they will have talked to me before!
I love that saying about acting your way..
I tried to think my way into sobriety many times. Acting my way seems to be working great! Who would have thought...
Its nice to know if I ever get squirrely I have lots of numbers I can call for help and understanding. And they will have talked to me before!
I love that saying about acting your way..
I tried to think my way into sobriety many times. Acting my way seems to be working great! Who would have thought...
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