Day 5
Day 5
Feeling pretty good today. It is so nice to wake up refreshed and ready to start your day. Since I asked my brother not to bring anymore alcohol home, he's been abiding by that and staying sober. I think he seems in a better mood. I feel like a healthier better functioning person. It's hard on a Friday night... I got home from work today and my mom had written on the dry erase board, "Hurray for saving $100! 100 cheers!" I didn't realize that I had saved $100, didn't really think about it. But she's right. I was spending about $20 a night on drinks and cigarettes. I never really cared before how much it cost as long as I was keeping the supply flowing. Cool perk!
Way to go, NotsoIvory!
The first weekend was the hardest for me, too, but once you've gotten through a couple of them, it's gets easier. I agree about the hangover-free mornings - I cringe when I think about the dread and anxiety I used to wake up to every day.
Keep going strong!
The first weekend was the hardest for me, too, but once you've gotten through a couple of them, it's gets easier. I agree about the hangover-free mornings - I cringe when I think about the dread and anxiety I used to wake up to every day.
Keep going strong!
For me, the best things so far are that 1) my lungs aren't killing me from drinking and chain smoking for 6 hours straight. 2) clarity of mind - today I didn't have to dread having to call people or interact at work because of my foggy, drenched, hungover brain.
Surprisingly enough, even though I am not on the proverbial pink cloud, I had (aside from detoxing and feeling physically sick Sunday, Monday and Tuesday) quite a good productive week. Mainly, I am grateful not to be puking first thing in the morning. Just not drinking and taking it one day at a time with not too many high expectations right now.
I am gathering up the courage to go to an AA meeting tomorrow and hopefully, I'll be able to find a good home group and take it from there >keeping my fingers crossed<
Thanks for the support guys, I really need it..
I am gathering up the courage to go to an AA meeting tomorrow and hopefully, I'll be able to find a good home group and take it from there >keeping my fingers crossed<
Thanks for the support guys, I really need it..
Congrats to you too!
Not to say that my mind is crystal clear and sparkling, but it's so much better than what it was! :P
Not to say that my mind is crystal clear and sparkling, but it's so much better than what it was! :P
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