tired28 | 06-20-2013 02:55 AM | I am turning 28 this week and Im working on my 6th day of sobriety, although I have gone 5 days sober a lot. Not because I had any intention of quitting alcohol but just because after my last binge the anxiety became to much and I didn't feel comfortable going out around people. So I would give myself a few days to recover and fell somewhat "normal" again, and then I was back to my old "lets partayyy!!! self. I have tons of excuses to drink in the next week, I have a stag and doe this weekend, my friends big birthday bash this weekend, my b-day this week, all things I've been looking forward to for months now. But I chose not to attend any of them. Im putting myself, my kids, and my sobriety first. Im actually looking forward to spending my first birthday in a long time sober. I have reached out to mom and sum friends (all who drink a lot themselves) and surprisingly I've got a lot of understanding and support from them. They all said good for You, and my mom told me how proud she would be If I could turn my life around for the better. She admitted to me that she has had a problem with alcohol throughout her life but had just accepted it. She said that's shes been thinking about me often and how I could end up being her inspiration. More the reason to stay sober!!!! Im exited to prove to myself I can do this, and maybe start repairing the broken relationship I have with MYSELF. Good luck to you! much <3 |