I THOUGHT I was addicted to _____, but now I see what I was REALLY addicted to was___
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Join Date: Apr 2013
Posts: 638
I thought I was addicted to alcohol, but now I see what I was REALLY addicted to was inflicting pain and dwelling in regret over past issues that would have actually been easily solvable and not even real problems in the end, but I stuck to the regret and kept inflicting pain to myself due to anger and a forceful need to prove the twisted point is final.
I thought I was addicted to alcohol......
but what I was really addicted to was:
Hiding from the responsibility of creating a happy life for myself.
I was addicted to the idea that I did not deserve a happy life
and had accepted I would not be having one. And stopped trying.
but what I was really addicted to was:
Hiding from the responsibility of creating a happy life for myself.
I was addicted to the idea that I did not deserve a happy life
and had accepted I would not be having one. And stopped trying.
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Join Date: Jun 2014
Location: Florida, USA
Posts: 130
I thought I was addicted to alcohol but... yeah I'm addicted to alcohol, and inebriation, any altered state of reality really. I'm addicted to anything but the truth. I'm addicted to an image. I'm addicted to maintaining that image. I'm addicted to not trying too hard. I'm addicted to feeding my ego.
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