Just for today I will not drink For me early sobriety is like waking from a deep sleep. I can pretend like the past was all just a bad dream. Skillfully executed to make me think I was nothing... A loser... A drunk drugged out freak. Orchestrated at the highest levels all to make me believe what was is. A cliche of someone out of control and on the ride of his life. Never stopping long enough to see where I had arrived. It was not a dream. I have assured myself. Today my dreams are about my future and not my past. They embody the hope that being sober gives me and I embrace it with joy. There is a lot of good to come from this if I make it so. Ride my pink cloud off into the sunset. For today... Just for today. I will not drink. |
Today is all we will ever have. I plan on making the most of it |
I just do it day by day. The one day at a time concept is so important. For those out there still struggling you can do it minute by minute, hour by hour if you have to. |
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