Just relized something......
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Just relized something......
8.5 months since my last usage of any sort, little over 2 months since the toxic rehab relationship exploded in the worst possible way... and It just sort of clicked today as I was talking to someone.... A real conversation, not just someone telling me about their life as I couldn't respond because I had none,(Id just sit on the couch get wasted, resent everyone and everything, waiting for life to come to me.) , A conversation which I was able to have because I now actually have a life. Lol
Anyone just starting out ( I still see myself as a newcomer) , I'm not going to lie and say it's easy, putting down the substance or letting go of a person is one thing, making the changes is anther, when I look back at how it was, and how it is, it's amazing, yes life has its ups and downs but that's life. Cant control that
It's soooo worth it.
Anyone just starting out ( I still see myself as a newcomer) , I'm not going to lie and say it's easy, putting down the substance or letting go of a person is one thing, making the changes is anther, when I look back at how it was, and how it is, it's amazing, yes life has its ups and downs but that's life. Cant control that
It's soooo worth it.
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