HereIAm321

just decided to buy some weed. Then realized I don't even know how I'm gonna make ends meet this month. Plus applying to government jobs and I really should have stopped smoking weed last year, yearssss ago, really.

There's no financial returns on weed or booze or any drugs. They're just consumed and leave you wanting more.

Natom

You decided too. Decision is the first step. You can choose not to take the action.

Natom.

TrixMixer

Wait a minute!! HIA, didn't you just post how great it was that this was day three and you loved waking up clear headed?? What happen in the last few hours to make you want to buy grass? Did you buy it?? If not , Please don't you are at day #3 that is a big thing.

STEP AWAY FROM THE GRASS! (said with a bullhorn in hand)

Be Strong let it go work toward day 4!:ghug3

TrixMixer

HereIAm321

Trixx, I have NO idea. My AV saying "it's ok," probably.

Damn you Gollum!

(I did not buy it)

HereIAm321

I feel like there are not enough hours in the day to complete all the **** I let build up, in time for the deadlines I've set for myself.

Xune

If you want to be sober and not under the influence of drugs / alcohol, you will have to accept that you are going to be uncomfortable during early sobriety.

You chose to buy weed and if you actually want to abstain from smoking, you now have a choice to make.

Dee74

I destroyed my life as completely on weed as I did on alcohol later on...there was a common denominator there...me.

Give sobriety - real sobriety - a chance HereIAm...

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HereIAm321

I am. I backed out of it. Pissed my friend off but too bad for him.

Dee74

good call

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HereIAm321

I'm at a point in my life where I'm sick of masking things and want real solutions. Even though everything is being thrown at me INCLUDING the kitchen sink, it seems.

grandma12

Be choosy in your friends, a friend thats gets mad for you doing whats the best for you may not be a true friend, imo

CaiHong

good for you for not going through with the deal,
if you want to make real and lasting changes in your life you have to give up all drugs,you know alcohol is included in that, goes without saying but I said it anyway.
Take care
caiHong