Rsike72

I've been going through a lot. I work late hours & rarely see my wife & kids. Being so alone
has made me pick up and drink for several months. I need someone to talk to, but nobody is ever awake. I started drinking again to numb my thoughts, but they always come back. All the worries about $, kids future, my future and worrying I won't be here to take care of my
children. Im never going to hurt myself or anyone else. I'm just in constant panic of simple things that I used to be able to control. The more I drink, the worse it gets.
The reason I joined this site, is to understand that a lot of people are like me. Maybe I won't be so alone anymore.

Midlifecrisis

Hi there

I can really relate to the crippling panic about those things. They haunt me and send me into panic attacks. It all seems so
Overwhelming when it possibly shouldn't be.

This is a great place to chat. I am amazed at how many people 'get me' here.

Take care

karilynn27

Welcome to SR, I was amazed by how many people understood me here.
Stick around, alot of great people

Dee74

Welcome Rsike72

I never felt understood, never had anyone to talk to - that all changed when I found SR.
You'll find a ton of support here - glad you found us

D

oak

Welcome. Feeling alone can be a huge trigger. I hope SR helps. There are lots of supportive people here.

LadyinBC

You are not alone, there are so many good people on this site.