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46h20. Inching over the line of day 2. And into a brand new year.
Two very close moments where I nearly convinced myself to buy beer. Each came at times when i normally would think, now its time for a drink. A task done, a return to my empty home, or 6pm generally.
Not sure how I managed to defeat those thoughts. Need to pay closer attention to what I am doing right. At the time, my brain is afluster and I feel incapable of rational thought. Maybe its just willpower.
Two very close moments where I nearly convinced myself to buy beer. Each came at times when i normally would think, now its time for a drink. A task done, a return to my empty home, or 6pm generally.
Not sure how I managed to defeat those thoughts. Need to pay closer attention to what I am doing right. At the time, my brain is afluster and I feel incapable of rational thought. Maybe its just willpower.
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70h42. Picked gf up from station. Asked how her holiday had been etc and then told her I'd slipped but was almost through day three.
Told her I'd rather her think less of me and know the truth than more of me and I lie to her.
She didn't say anything negative at all and told me I was wrong to feel ashamed of myself. Its nice to hear but need to prove her right with action not word. Another motivating thought to maintain.
Told her I'd rather her think less of me and know the truth than more of me and I lie to her.
She didn't say anything negative at all and told me I was wrong to feel ashamed of myself. Its nice to hear but need to prove her right with action not word. Another motivating thought to maintain.
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