Just took a HUGE risk regarding my employment status. I am nervous, because now I don't know what the future will hold but I know I made the right decision as far as my sobriety goes, which, is #1 in my life. 50 days today! Woohoo! But, risk is scary. The unknown is scary. I have to learn to let go and pray and trust everything will turn out ok in the end. Struggle is an essential part of life and if you work hard and follow your heart, I think everything will turn out well in the end. Crossing my fingers at least! Ahhhhh!!!!