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Old 12-09-2012, 10:17 AM   #1 (permalink)
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So day 7 I hit a bump and gave into a couple drinks. Something yesterday was telling me to just have a couple to relax. The first one was relaxing, by my 3rd I was questioning why! Woke up a bit grogy today and thinking about last night I didnt enjoy my drunk. Maybe this a good sign that mentally im ready.

Also roomie has a show at our local club sunday, its a big deal to him. I kinda want to go but also dont cuz they know me there as a long island king! My roomie hasnt asked me to go, I know he would like me to be there but understands what I'm trying to do for myself.
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Old 12-09-2012, 11:07 AM   #2 (permalink)
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If you have the slightest doubt, I wouldn't go.

You need to put yourself first at this time, and hopefully your roomate will understand.

I'm glad you're back working on your recovery.
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True true, guess Im already having doubt. I dont think any of my friends who I have been open to about getting better will question my choice to avoid situations that could be counter productive.
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