So day 7 I hit a bump and gave into a couple drinks. Something yesterday was telling me to just have a couple to relax. The first one was relaxing, by my 3rd I was questioning why! Woke up a bit grogy today and thinking about last night I didnt enjoy my drunk. Maybe this a good sign that mentally im ready.
Also roomie has a show at our local club sunday, its a big deal to him. I kinda want to go but also dont cuz they know me there as a long island king! My roomie hasnt asked me to go, I know he would like me to be there but understands what I'm trying to do for myself.