Mixed Emotions
 

So day 7 I hit a bump and gave into a couple drinks. Something yesterday was telling me to just have a couple to relax. The first one was relaxing, by my 3rd I was questioning why! Woke up a bit grogy today and thinking about last night I didnt enjoy my drunk. Maybe this a good sign that mentally im ready.

Also roomie has a show at our local club sunday, its a big deal to him. I kinda want to go but also dont cuz they know me there as a long island king! My roomie hasnt asked me to go, I know he would like me to be there but understands what I'm trying to do for myself. :thinking:

If you have the slightest doubt, I wouldn't go.

You need to put yourself first at this time, and hopefully your roomate will understand.

I'm glad you're back working on your recovery.

True true, guess Im already having doubt. I dont think any of my friends who I have been open to about getting better will question my choice to avoid situations that could be counter productive.