Windancer

However, I will always feel I will need to protect myself from making poor decisions and getting into bad habits and an unhealthy lifestyle again. But I think once you get to a certain point it gets much much easier, and you get a lot stronger.

Delilah1

I definitely think you should do everything you missed in your first post, you are worth it and so are your kids. Talk to your doctor to see how they can help you.

Sending you some virtual hugs.